selamat jalan tok wan ....

kalau tak, hari ahad (18.10) aku pegi stadium tengok pelancaran satu malaysia. but then hari sabtu tu aku balik terengganu. tok wan ( nenek belah mak aku ) tenat. pukul 7.30 pagi aku bertolak, pukul 2.45 petang sampai sana. pastu dok mana agi an, umah ucik la. mak sedara aku tu. yang laen sume pegi hospital, hospital sultanah nur zahirah.. jaga tok wan kat wad. dia sakit hypo ( aku pun xtaw pe kejadahnye tu ).

tapi aku ngan mak bapak aku ngan paksu..ngan sape2 la !!! pegi hospital malam tu. ya allah, teroknye conditon tok wan aku. nak bernafas pun pakai alat bantuan oxygen. nasik ayam sedap giler kat sebelah tu pun tak luak langsung. sume anak2 dia ada kat situ kan. baca yasin puluh ribu kali. mestila kan.. kesiannye.

sok pagi aku celik mata je aku tengok tok wan da ada kat rumah. semalam doktor kata da tak boleh nak buat apa lagi dah. tunggu masa je. baik bawak balik kan. bawak la sekali dengan segala bapak mesin2 tu..heart beat detecter la..mcm2 la..nasib baik ucik nurse kat hospital tu. memang rumah ucik time tu full giler la dengan sedara mara la..amende la..kan..and mak su kata sentiasa kena ada orang sebut2 kalimah allah kat telinga tok wan. baca yasin kat sebelah dia. kiranya dekat tok wan tu tak penah la takde orang.

aku terjaga pukul 3.45 petang bila terdengar mesin tu bunyi panjang je....tengok kat luar sume da menangis2 tepi tok wan. hhhh... aku tak tau la. da tiba masa kan. daripada dia asyik sakit je, seksa je, baik allah ambik dia kan. boleh gak dia tenang kat sana. aku nangis giler bila adik sedara aku umo 8 taon tu nangis gak..tanya mcm2..tapi rahmat allah sebab dia pergi dalam keadaan tenang...drpd pagi sampai petang tak putus2 baca ayat al-quran kat dia. masa nak kuburkan dia pun, ya allah... hujan lebat ya amat! ribut ke hape..mandi free kitorang kat situ..

tu la kan...kesian ngan ucik aku tu. 18 taon tok wan lumpuh, 18 taon dia cuba nak pulihkan tok wan, tapi tak berjaya. dia la yang paling sedih kan. sampai taknak makan..taknak minum..hmm. setiap benda yang hidup tu mesti pergi kan. kita kat dunia ni kan sementara je. yang dah takde, biarla..tu urusan dia dengan allah. yang hidup ni, kena la teruskan hidup kan. sedekah alfatihah ke hape.. kan.....

smk pasir pinji ...grrrrrrr !!!!!!

wft !! sh*t !! stupid !! this is totally unfair !!!! jz bout the drama comp. in smk gunung rapat this morning. omg.... ok, i admitted that ACS & anderson were doing very well. and they manage to perform that so...fantastic ! ok..congrats to all of you. such a great performance.

but then, we assumed that we could get the third-runner up.

saya sayang kakak saya ...

aku ego. aku tak pernah bagitau aku sayang dia. dia selalu bagitau yang dia sayang aku ( kawan dia yang kata la..) . takkan la kawan dia tu nak tipu kan. dia baek sangat2 dengan aku. but aku still anggap macam biasa je. bagi aku, jz sorang senior yang rapat dengan junior satu skola ngan dia..



pengalaman masa form 1 dulu buat aku trauma sampai sekarang. honestly, aku takdela nak kataaku nie cute la.. amende la.. ey tolong sikit !!!! but masa tu ramai la minah2 gedik yang nak amek aku jadi adik angkat. and kebetulan jugak dapat kakak2 yang popular gitu kan..sape x excited..hahah! secara psikologinya, budak2..biasala kan..semua benda nak story kat orang..termasuk la aku ( sekali lagi diingatkan, time tu umur 13 TAON !!) .



bila story kat member, aku ingat diorang ok je..aku tak expect langsung diorang buat aku macam tu. aku dicap sbg seorang yang perasan, mengada, berlagak, mentang2 ramai kakak angkat..walaupun bukan kehendak aku..& aku x pernah terhegeh - hegeh pun nak cari diorang..xtaw la apa yang diorang suka sangat kat aku ney hah?? so, semenjak daripada tu..aku mula benci kat semua kakak2 senior. aku dah xnak story apa2 lagi kat member2 aku..aku xkan cakap sangat dengan diorang . lantak la diorang nak kata aku sombong ke apa..diorang pandai. tapi pandai tu x semestinya baek gler3 mcm malaikat or berhati suci murni. maybe diorang nie yg akan tinggalkan kita bila kita susah. AKU CAKAP BETUL..

sebab tu sampai sekarang aku buat bodo je ngan dia. maybe dia tak salah, tapi kawan2 sekeliling aku tu yang x dapat terima kan. tetambah pulak semua orang kenal dia. tanyala satu skola tcs tu, siapa tak kenal dia? if ada yg x kenal dia pun, maybe org tu bukan skola tcs..kawan aku ( bukan diorang masa form 1 tu..) tanya, "kenapa awk x penah bagitau yang awk sayang dia? dia hari2 cakap yang dia sayang awk.." aku tkot klw aku bagitau kawan aku yang kakak tu sayang aku. for sure org xkan prcaya. tgk muka dia kan mcm budak pandai, disiplin, xpenah break against the school rules..apatah lagi nak beradik angkat camni kan.

kawan selalu kata, law aku betul2 sayang dia, better aku cepat bagitau b4 it's getting too late. btw, she's in form 5 now, so she'll be leaving the school by a few months kan? otherwise, i'll be regret for it selame lamenya....and masa bufday dia, aku da declare abis2..ceyh....nanes kowt tangkap leleh doe..siap lentok2 lg kt bahu dia..hahah ! thx sbb sayang kat adk nie hah..pomis adk syg kakak & namaw nanges2 ag. sygs my sys..muuaahhhxxxzzz!!!



love,

aenn farahtul

love quotes..

• kiss on the lips - i love you / love is CHENTA
• kiss on the ear - you are special
• kiss on the nose - laughter
• kiss on the cheek - friendship / saya sayang awak
• kiss on the forhead - i comfort you
• kiss on the neck - i want you !!
• kiss on the shoulder - you are wonderful
• kiss anywhere else - be careful !!
• play around with hair - can't live without you
• arms around waist - i need you
• a hug - i care
• nibble on ear - start warning
• smiling each other - i like you
• lifting up eyebrows - wink / flirting
• looking around - hiding true feelings
• licking your lips - waiting for your kiss
• tender kiss on the side of your lips - you're mine
• tear drop - please don't go !!
• crying - I'm losing you....

* can anybody tell me the kiss on the hand ???

ratu drama ??

SLEEPING HANDSOME

SCENE 1

( trumpets sounding)(everyone gathers to hear the important announcement)

royal announcer : (opens the scroll) Attention! Good news everyone! The Queen has gone for
another trip. Which means Prince Iskandar will be ruling this kingdom until
the queen returns. All of you must do whatever Prince Iskandar wishes. As
you know, he is the next king.

(trumpet sounding)

bunga : Oh my god! Did you hear that? Prince Iskandar will be the next pri...

dayang : Hey! Relax! I know your 'lover' boy will be ruling this kingdom. So...what?

bunga : Oh, Dayang! I'm sure he'll do a great job! Ooh...here he comes!

iskandar : Thank you everyone1 I'm glad that you see me for the wonderful person I am. So, my mother, the queen put me in charge and you'll have to do exactly as I say, right?

dayang : Yes, prince. You say, we do.

iskandar : OK then. If I say jump, you'll jump, right? Now, jump! (both jumps) Ha!Ha!Ha! Now bark like a dog! (Both barks) (iskandar laughs)

dayang : uh, shall we start our donation for the poor?

iskandar : No way! Nothing to do with donation. I have a better idea. Let's have a contest.

dayang : Um, what kind of contest?

iskandar : Well, I'll have a contest to see who's eligible to marry me.

bunga : (full of attention) I'll sign up! What do we have to do?

iskandar : Excuze muah (Italian accent)? First, you're not royal. I'm not gonna marry a peasant! (bunga looks sad) Oh, don't look sad. Everyone knows a prince should marry a princess.

bunga : But I....

iskandar : So know...what kind of contest should I have? Hurm...Ahha!! A talent quest!

dayang : A talent quest??

iskandar : yes! One who has the most beautiful face and talented that can touch my heart, my soul, my life, my looks, shall be my wife. Oh, I can't wait! Dayang, post the contest all over the kingdom and make sure every castle in the land gets a copy.

dayang : Yes, my prince.

iskandar : What am I gonna wear? I must look the very best for tomorrow. Wait, I do look my best for today! Hmmm, green? no..pink??yeah! no... uh, green.Yeah..green. (while walking away)

mid term 11 mei - 25 mei

for this holiday i neither went balik kampung nor keluar memana. hmmmm, sampai sudah le tak jumpe2 fail pink saya tu. tak... last friday, saat2 akhir saya nak hantar folio saya, tetiba fail saya which is segala maklumat folio kat dalam tu, even my exam papers.....HILANG !!! OMG !!!!! fuck-a-duck!! who's on earth are trying to kena my batang hidung hah???!!!

da report kat pn. supiah..she'd suspected that maybe somebody had stole it. ooo, saya xde la nak tuduh bukan2.. but that day, saya rasa saya pergi 3 tempat je. (library, bookshop, class saya 3H). [toilet + kantin jgk......]

way to acheive healthy skin

Human beings have been looking for ways to achieve beautiful and healthy skin since the dawn of civilisation. One of the ways to achieve beautiful skin is to drink plenty of plain water. Apart from clearing our skin and flushing out toxins, water helps to keep our body healthy. Eating the right kind of food helps us to maintain beautiful skin. To get healthy skin, we must eat plenty of vegetables and fruits. We should also use sunscreen lotion to protect our skin as direct sunlight will eventually cause aging, damaged cells, and create more skin problems.

We must refrain from smoking and drinking alcohol as smoking will destroy vitamin C in our bodies. Drinking alcohol will expand our blood vessels and can cause red spots and itchiness. Stress is also bad for our skin and body. Stress can cause instability in our hormonal changes which leads to acne.

Our body system will benefit from regular exercise as good circulation will bring more oxygen to our skin. Sleeping adequately six to eight hours every day will help us retain good health and fresh appearance.


* p/s : xde bnde na tulis..diz one also ciplak from my english exam paper 2 bhg. summary...